So Not true

So things have been moving. Schools getting harder as i get into all these new classes &such. hellaa gay though cause i like my old classes. Bwaha. Well yeah, hmph. I;ve beeen getting into lots of drama. Wowright? hella gaaay. Christmas was okiedokie. Cant wait till New Years. Time to celebrate right? (: haha! well yeah hm . i just dont kno , i learned that things do just come easy. you gotta work for it. &if they do come easy. you did something wrong. &you'll have to REdo .
^hella crazuy buisness. Bwahha. (: kLATE.

fuuck ,

dude, all i needed was the fuccking truth. dont make up little escuses, watever. YOUR not worth my time, this whooole time. Fuckyou. Go suck a dick, i dont kno if i could ever trust you again . ima try and wrap this up in like 4 mins. buht watever. you dont even kno, how many damn times , ive been getting played. Bullshit, im done. i never ever , wanna try again. its cause im stupid enough to do it. Cause IM LIKE THAT . huh?! watever, its like , your just too good for me . That you haave to use me , cause im too easy. Whateveer , im fucking tired. Nightnight,

Suunday

soo , today kinda suucked. ABIT. Buht like mmh, i got a new phone!(: Quickfire ! my sister got the same tho. Lols , haha , so watev's &uhhm long ride just to fix uncles caar . Not much really happend, it raained so we all decided to go home . Then at home , i just went on the computer. then to bed , cause Chrysha wanted to use the computer, &i was hellaaa tired. (x ! idk why , buht im always nappy in the afternoon or something. its like I HAVE TO/NEED TO nap . yeah yeah? haha , wellps , im kinda tireddd. ima go bedd.

Winter Daance .

lols , soo . i went to the daance tooday . (= i curled my hair . & wore sweats . LOL! i hadda walk to Angelicas house . & then i just chilled with her & everyone else until it was time to go go to the dance . &soo , its like 7:50 , & we leaave to the dance . There was some BIGGOL line at the front , so we just lined up . & we saaw hella people . LOLS , when we went in , me , Crystal . & Amy just started walking arouund . &then we just sat . LOL , i was cwalking .. & yeaahs . HAHA i dancedd to some songs , with like Mary, Genassa. Irene. Katherine, Gabby, Timmy, you kno . xD ! &like yeahh , i started a crowd cause Andrews friend wanted to battle me . Soo yeah , Cwalkinng . & i hellaa pwned . Buht the bitch kept bothering me, So i just walked out . & idk . HELLAAA BIG CROWWD . like EVERYYONE WAS WATCHING . (x &yeahh ,lols . kinda fuuun . then it started getting HOT ! like dangg ! Throughout the whole dance . i just hung out with Crystal & Amy . LOLS , Well , i told amy abouut this cuute guy , & i guess she knew him . & SHES LIKE OMG LEMME INTRODUCE YOU TOO HIM! & im like NO!! & she drags him and starts introducing uss . & the WHOLLEE DAMN TIME , i was just like oohhhhhhhhhh CRAAP! LOLS ! hes cutee ! xD !! buht yeah , kinda bothered me , that he was kinda weiirdedded. LOLS . & yeahh . i got glow sticks . & stuufff . wooot ! (x ! &yeaahh , what else . iguess thats all . kinnda boring . buht fun . (= I HELLAAA NEEDED VIRISA . LOLS .

Basketball Season .

so , basketball season ended today . Against ValleyChristian .. Hella gaay right ? We were crying at the end of the game . The score was 24-30 . & it was really tough . We did lots of fouls & stuff. it was crazy . Buht in the end of the game . Kenny was proud of us . Ms.Olden was proud of us. & the 8th Graders were proud of us . So , im proud too . (x i cried after the game , cause it was are LAST game . and it was haard. Welps , im kinda tired . & my eyes huurt . ill finish this later . Byyee .

Ohhdeamn

So , i havent written in a while . Guess cause the whole basketball , & homework & being lazy things kicking in . HA! so yeah . we HAVE to make it to playoffs forshuure . cause i dont want basketball season to end . (= Anyways . today was the most Crazy day of my life .i was soore the whooole DAY ! UMYGAAHD. haha ! buht yeaah . Hmmm , nothing really interesting happend today. Practice was pretty much a beat. & home is starting to get on my nerves . Cause , gosh i just haate him! UGH! haha , i kno , i complaain alot . Waaatev's . Mm , so im playing Valley Christian Again . This time at Leyva Territory . haha . Were home . so we have to use those White uniforms . GREAAAT . (x Ohwelps . ima goo kraaash , or like laydown .
kbyye .

After school .

Soo i went to Quimby Vs.ValleyChristians Game , & it was hellaa craazy! xD! aha QUIMBY WON! HA ! niggahs. haha ! Buht yeaah . After the whole match, i was cwalkingg . & i guess cathy & them saaw me & came to me and was all BATTLE BATTLE BATLLE ! & i was like uhh , noo! & i guess , me and cathy ended up doing a cwalk videeeo . & daamn , i hellaaa suuccked . she was hellaa better than me! ahah ! & her friends kept saying they pwwned mee & whatever .AHAHAHA ! suucckers. LMFAO , buht yeaah im hella embaraassed , buht it was fuun . Caathy told me she was guna post it on youtube , soo ohhmyydaamn . EMBARASSING .

Chabooya Revenge.

LMFAO , WE PWNEEED Chaboya today . its like ohhmydaamn . xD! im hella happy, Buht hella maad cause i was barely in the gaame . UGH . Whaatever , i kno Carolyn does better than me , so its okayy. (= Buht yeaah , i saw him todaay . &it pissed the HEEELLLL outta me . I was just like ohmy god , he better not bump into me , cause i will smack him . And, people keeep going in my face about him . &itslike UH STFU . like , its been what. 2 years already ? so , were DONE . were not even friiends , so dont make me talk to his ass . UGH , haate people these daays . Buht yeaah , uh , Fuucking i was barely in the game . HELLA MADE ME MAD . UGH ! whatever tho . HAHA ! Uhm, yeah . hellaa maad today ! stressed out man . Frrrzzzybeezy , (=

Not Those Typicaal Daays .

Minimum daay today . i was soo confused with the schedulee . x) . buhht yeaah , after skool , we went home . &then came back at 2:10 to get reaadyy for the gaame against Boeger . the skool was suuper small , & THE GYM WAS THE SMALLEST THING IN THE WORLD . barely any spaace ! &soo yeaah, we plaayed . & during the first quaarter. i spraained my finger . ooh, huurt soo muuch! i crieeed... ikno , hellaa not superhumaan , enough yet. Buht daamn , i was maad. I wanted to plaay. Buht i couldnt. &it was like , bullshit . So i tried to rest it up for the 2nd quarter . &then got reaady for the 3rd quaarter . I wasnt put in , buht its all riight . I got the laast 4 mins of the gaame in the fourth quaarter . so its all good . I maade noo shotss. Hellaa gaay right ? i guess its cause everytime i trieed to shoot, my thumb would go balistic & id shoot waaaaaaaay wrong . Well, yeaah , first leaague gaame ! &WE WON !! 36-20? (x hellaa happyy. Aha . Well yeaah i feel sick as hell right now . Prolly guna goo taake a naap . (: NiGHTnigggahs.

Birthdaay ,

Angelicaas birthdaay today . I went to her paarty, lmfaao, met some interesting people riight? xD Buht yeaah , her party was fuun , hellaa good food maan. xD Well yeaahs, we went to Millbrook after a while cause we got bored of her house . & we were just hanging out on the swings and stuff. &liike , her brother , & his friend i guess? played basketball with uss. hella funny . xD haha h! theen we went walking back to her house . & we hung out at boginni, in the daark . HAHAH ! &then we chilled at her house fora bit . &i left. Aha , i havent posted a blog ina while . Dont ask why, im juust busy , with school , projects , Basketball, family, friends .YOU KNO.

its , whaatever

Soo , todaay , school . NORMAL daay . Haha , laanguage arts was kinda fuunny , just not really cause we have Grammar daay, ANd it was horrible. my haand cramped soo muuuch . HAHA ! buht whatever . PE was fuun! me and Kelly keep loosing man ! thats all baad. HAHA , freakkin Kelly . too funny . Ohweelps, then break was kinda gaay ,i barely found anyone . & Science was fun , i guess. kinda boring tho. We hadda like do our project. &like , i had nothing to make my box. so WHATEVER . haha ! &then , fourth period , was gaay . we just wateched the rest of " Odd Girl Out " movie. & it was drammaaaa crazy! hahaha ! Me & the people in my group were like , wooow . BOORING ! shes CRAAZZY! hahaha ! buht yeaah , thenn luunch , kinda tiicked me off. cause , BITERS . CMON NOW . haha ! 5th peeriod was fuuun , Me&amy were like craazy louud. KINDA . HAHA ! 6th period was okayy.. it was mostly listening &taking notes . which is like every other daay . HAHA . praactice was gaay , it started @ 3 & ended @ 5 . hellaa loong . hahaha ! someone freakkin stepped on my cell .!! pissed me off !! buht whatever. basketball cooled me doown . im still mad tho. ima beat up the person who messed with my celllphone , UGHH! . haha . well yeahh . IM PISSSSEEDDD OFFF . like , you dont even knoo. ima like cryy , cause thats how pissed off i am . UH . whatever i haate people . suuch gaay buutts. UGHGHGHGHGHHGHG. DONT HAND OUT ILOVEYOUS' AND NOT FREAKKKIN MEAN IT ! DUMMMY !

Over&Over.

for some weeirdo-reason . i still love you. idontkno . im scaared tho . cause what if things dont work out again. & what if i keep waking up with regrets . &like , its just , i love you . buht things just equally bother me . i dont kno . im confused. this whole loveydovey shit. Everytime i regret, i dont kno if i learn anything from it . Maaybe im just too young for now. And then again , i feel like i can understand love . Eveytime i fall in love , their just not their to catch me . We had our moments, when we'd always be on the phone . Even if we were on the computer together . I'd always text you , saying random things, just cause i wanted to talk to you . Everyminute or everydaay. Buht i guess its all goone , & i needa move the fuuck on . Its haard. Cause the fact that we were over , was cause i lost it . and got scared of whatd be come . i dont wanna make the same idiotic mistake. So this time , ill warn myself before i ever fall inlove . SeventeenBbby(: . istillliikesyou.

"Its not that i dont like you , its that im too scared enough to trust myself into liking you ."

ShuunDay.

hellaa boring todayy . maan . i made a new video (: HAHA NON-RELATED to cwalking tho . soo ohwellps. AHHA . uh yeaah . woke up, ate food . Went out with family to get stuff . &yeaah . not muchh really happend today . hahaha . i taalked to irene looottsa . it was like massive on my cellphone inbox thingy. HAHAA ! yeaah , well . idk . im hellaa bored. my day was boring . i dont even wanna write about it anymoree .


soo . idont knoo . i like this guy. buht he likes this girl . &what am i suppose to do ? cause shes got him infatuated. grrh, i haate the way i like some guy . And then something baad happens . its like , horrrible. idkk . im tiickedoff. buht then again. i just want him to see that , as much as he likes this girl , thats 2x's as much as i like him. WHHOOOP ! kindergartenloove(: HAHA , gotta love them old daays riight?

Saaaturday

hellaa boring todaay . uurg. haha ! buht yeaah . woke up &madre bought some food . so i aate . &then i guess i felt like cleaning so i kindof cleaned my room. just not really CLEAN CLEAN. buht yeah , other than thaat . my maadre made spaghetti!(: yuuumm! and thhenn .i went on the computer . taalked to ading& others . and it was kinda borring . i reaad some of the twilight book , & im only on page 33 so faar . cause i kinda read . &then stopped . &then read. &then stopped. haha , im not really much of a reader . i just wanna read the book because everyone said it was MAAAD GOOD . so im starting to reaad it . uhh, i did some practice cwalking. Cause you kno i still suuck . && im still in the process of breaking . im not maad good yet . buht i can do the Air Baby freeze(: which is pretty amazing for my type of body . HAHA , i dont have good upper body strength. &&; i can do the 6-step, buht not really FAST . im like medium mode for now . HAHA . & , whaateelse . i tooka shower. ate some luunch. went back on . & yeaah . i was pretty annoyed by my dad today . Caause hes like sooo fuuuucckkin annoying . he like follows me eveyrrwhere . like some kinda bodyguard . that needs to be every damn place i go . buht yeaah . i haate my daad . WELL , anyways , after the whole dad leaves the room. me &my mom waatched some cooking shows . &then she fell asleep on my beed. AS ALWAYS . ahha ! &then now im watching sisterhoood of traveling pants . for no apparent reason , cause no ones watching it . buht oh wells ,haha ! Uhh whatelse . Oh yeaah . i learned from this one vid , how to like crimp my haair with a straightener . which was pretty cool. I tried it like 20 mins ago . & it dooes work . haha ! wells , i guess ima take some pictures . Postem on myspace or whatever . &then prolly just reaaad. &then naap . kbyee niggahs(:

LOL

Soo todaay kinda changed? . i guess. still hellaa boring thoo . ugh , ran my mile this morning . hellaa gay riight ? buht i got 8:53 . which im proud of . lmffaao. buht aright , mooving on . Science was pretty gaay , i just wanna kill spencer. he maade freakkin anne cry. watta jerk ! buht yeaah . PeerAdvisory's hellaa gaaaaay ! shes hellaa boring . Freakkin Khneect. riight? shes pregnant! HAHA ! okay, then .. i got a pre-algebra test todaay . 80% . gaaay . HAHA . then we haad practice . &practice wasnt that hard today . i just kept messing up on my damn layups. fuucker, john , i betchoo is getting tired of me messing up &shit. &like , i might be a forward. and i dont wanna be a forwarrd. fuucck . HAHAHAHA . ohwells . i needa lean hellaa roles now .uggh . buht yeah mkaay . sooo yeah . on my sisters laptop . soo out. byeeeniggahs!

Thuursdays.

hellaaa boring !
P1- Waas BOORING , i diied in there . Jerome kept bothering me. Dx HAHA ! hes soo gaay. he wore a small jacket today& he looked like afreakkin 5th graader. xD & soo yeaah . laanguage arts is boring ..
P2 - Pretty fun, woke me up . xD were doing badminton . & fuuckkking kelly keeps getting mad at me , its like WTF?! okay calm dowwn. HAHA ! and yeaah . i suuck at serving sometimes .. its horrible .
P3- Was gaaaaaaaaayy. Fuucking Spencers sucha nerd. He keeps getting the answers right , &like , i beat him at onna the questions ! HAH! buht yeah , hes too nerdy . and like , he got mad at me , cause i was bothering him ? like , i dont how . BUHT I GUESS . &then yeah, irenes always laughing at me, makes me feel llike i look stupid or something . HAHAHA ! Oh yeah , we had laab. & i was with Scott&Miguel . Theeir hellaaa funny! we kept messing up & we barely could find it . xD
P4- was boring ! i haaate Ms.Khneect . Shes suchaa , JERK! ahahah ! PeeerAdvisory, soo gaay. ahaha !
LUNCH- was bombass. Duude, oh my gaahd. pretty good food . Buht i got to mess around with lotsa people . AHAHA , freakkin Mr.Barber. Ugh , old men these daays . YAKNO?!
P5- made me wanna take a goddamn naap . dude. its sooo boring in Pre-Algebra. you dont even knoo... he like is soo BORING ! hahah ! me&amy , are some what the loudest . HAHAHA ! cause you knoo how it is .
P6- was BORING ! all we took was notes . & answered questions ! soo gaaayyy.. lmfaaao!
PRAAACTICE .- Freakkin i hadda pair up with Tam & John, &their like hellaaa better than me . and i hadda go through them! Everyone else got someone easy , & i get the freakkin hard guys ! Haha ! gaay riight? buht oh wells , Tam&John taught me how to makke helllaaa easier lay-ups. right right? hahah ! Managers these daaays . &then yeah , went home . doign homework right now . wells, im out . byyeniggahs.

Oh just bored .

Soo like , i've been sort of having feelings. & idk . its like haard. Cause theres the nice guy & the straight up guy. Not that anythings wrong with them. Buht , i just haaate my feelings. People have always told me , nice guys finish last. & im scared that if i pick the wrong one . i end up guilty&hurt . Sometimes i think " nice guys , dont always finish last right? They just let us go like that , And not tell us what bothers them. " Maybes its just their way of life . Maybe its cause their to shy & quiet. That us girls , wont understand them. Things like that , tick me off. Cause if you do love a person , doesnt it bother you & dont you just have a feeling that you HAVE to tell us whuusup? simple things like that , mess up alot . Damage alot . & totaally confuse everyone . im not looking for love . nope(: i'm living my life . & taking it further and further . i dont kno if my little crushes will change , or not . Buht , idontkno. just for now . ima focus on other stuff . &maybe i will find a cutie with a sence of words(:

Whooop! " dont back down, take charge, And make me fall inlove with you " [:

HHAHAHA , OOWEE, im corny . xD

Aha ,

soo like , i guess everyones into this BLOGGER thingy. &its like , shure ill try it . HAHA ! i usually use myspace OR LIKE , xanga. Buht i guess were all too cool for it now . LMFAO !

&&; soo , todaay . Pretty boring , as always. Schools like , a way to try and keep me away from home i guess. lmfaaao. its hellaaa boring! haha ! so like , i eat like candy all the time. i think ima get faat dude. fuuck. HAHA ! im faat already . buht who givsa fuckk! Haha , so like yeaah. learned new stuff. cause im SOOO COOOL i like ACUALLY pay attention in class. whoop!(: ahaha . So yeaah , after school , we got are gaame! Played against Murphy , we kinda like , pwned them . HAHAA ! buht we hellaaa needa work on some stuff yakno? like , were hella good. We just needa work more on shots. ahhaa . && , fuucking SOMEONE kept pissing me off during the gaaame. i just wanted to like , take a damn rubber chicken and slap it across her face! you kno ! like you just wanna knock her out ! UGH ! haha ! well yeaah , we won (: haha . &then hung out with bestfriend after are gaame. &then yeaah . home . shower , eat homework . & here i am . im hellaaaa tired . i didnt even finish homework yet . gaaay .right? hahaa , whaatever . ima tryy & post stuff on here everydaay. buht , we'll see. HAHA ! (: byeniggah.